I'm trying to hold on to moments
And not overdose on emotion
I was up then down every day shit
I was even rollin' or coastin'
Not trying to dig for something that isn't there
Time lost in the haze and i've been aware
Trying to inhale truth and it's in the air
Yeah they caught the scent too but they didn't care
Speak from a genuine place to ever relate
Dirt on the soul some forever disgraced
Fire inside cold on the surface
Still trying to balance that, nobody's perfect
Foul taste on our plates in the morning
Mind and the pain, part ways, you ignore it
Divorced from reality, just another casualty
Went to listen for a minute
After that i had to leave
Can't bare to see it
Share the feeling and tear the meaning apart
Trying to see in the dark
But can't see eye to eye, try as we might
Looking for vital signs and survival guides
I'm tryna to hold on to moments
And not overdose on emotion
I was up then down every day shit
I was either rollin' or coastin'
But love grows stronger in the heart each day
Now i'm holding it closer
Evolving to find new paths
So i don't grow cold till i'm frozen
We need space to react and the time to reflect
Trying to live this live to the best
Of my ability, progress to a stage
I trace back steps that i made
39 footsteps in the sand, blessed to have stayed
From the mess that we made to the best of behaviour
Saw love expressed to the saviour
A force that took many forms i sketched on the paper
Not craving a buzz, it's a labour of love
To the earth engraved in the crust
When my thoughts went overboard
Flipping out of the monotony when there is no reward
I try to never turn belief to conceit
Felt like I was leaving in my sleep
So I never tried believing in my dreams till I understood
And realised what i needed to redeem
I'm tryna to hold on to moments
And not overdose on emotion
I was up then down every day shit
I was even rollin' or coastin'
But love grows stronger in the heart each day
Now i'm holding it closer
Evolving to find new paths
So i don't grow cold till i'm frozen