i don't wanna go tonight
yeah i kinda wanna stay inside
'cause staying home is always kinda nice
and maybe soon i'll be a butterfly

can i find another one
i don't wanna find another love
sit in silence thinking back to what i was
i guess i realized that i was never enough
was never enough

i guess i learned not to hesitate
but i never know what to say
yeah i don't really know how to separate
what i love and what will elevate

'cause those types of things
are always hard for me
that's how i've always been
and how i will always be

maybe it's OCD
or just anxiety
'cause when i see your face
i always forget how to breathe

yeah i always forget how to breathe
i guess it's just anxiety
yeah i always forget how to breathe
i guess it's just anxiety

i don't wanna go tonight
yeah i kinda wanna stay inside
'cause staying home is always kinda nice
and maybe soon i'll be a butterfly

can i find another one
i don't wanna find another love
sit in silence thinking back to what i was
i guess i realized that i was never enough
was never enough

can i find another one
i don't wanna find another love
sit in silence thinking back to what i was
i guess i realized that i was never enough
was never enough

no more waiting on you
it's hard to let go
but you know i had to

no more waiting on you
it's hard to let go
but you know i had to