I'm livin' out my own demise
The type of shit I've seen will leave a nigga traumatized
I'm balancin' out all my lows, I be under high (Yeah)
And they wonder why
Little do they realize, or see the pain behind my eyes
Feelin' so unusual
It's been that way for more than days, a couple years or so
They tell me that is my anxiety, like yeah I know
They tell me that sobriety is the only road
The boat rocks, all night nonstop (Yeah)
High tide nonstop, I don't wanna surf no more
I'm in hell, but I don't want this to be my turf no more
I feel Kurt Cobain, sometimes I can't stand this Earth no more
Drowning, drowning, wheres the shore?
And even though on land, when it rains, it pours
What's the hope for? Uh, it's what the dope for
Killin' my pain like I'm sore, it's not my body, it's my heart
Couldn't feel my body from the start
It's tearin' me apart
But I'm still a work of art
I'm livin' out my own demise
The type of shit I've seen will leave a nigga traumatized
I'm balancin' out all my lows, I be under high (Yeah)
And they wonder why
Little do they realize, or see the pain behind my eyes
Feelin' so unusual
It's been that way for more than days, a couple years or so
They tell me that is my anxiety, like yeah I know
They tell me that sobriety is the only road