I have been so sad and lonely, but I remember you, you, you. I know exactly how you feel. Dreams, don't even talk about them. They won't leave me. I wake in total disbelief and denial. That is true, you are the one to blame. I have always just wanted to have you come and take me away. Than after I did as I thought you wanted, you married someone else. It was game over after that. Now, it's time for me to deal with my own reality.